There is no one to blame when I fail. There are never excuses, only the hard truth that today, yesterday, I was not good enough to succeed.
Will I be good enough tomorrow?
I am expecting good things both on the bike and in the classroom. For now, I will keep the details close to heart in an attempt to shield myself from the possibility of allowing my hopes to reach a new high.
I have visions of personal achievement, a larger bank account, and that sense of accomplishment. They dance through my mind like the apparitions in Disneyland's Haunted House Ride.
They're there, I'm not sure how, I can't touch them, but they're there.